delicatale

( H50 2.16 )


I feel sort of shitty today. Even though I have read somehowunbroken and sirona_gs shower me with love and awesomeness and good feelings with their LJ posts, and the most, most lovely gottalovev sent me hearts, I still feel kinda off. There’s this thing; look, can’t really talk about it (basically, [redacted] like futureperfect would say) but it’s chewing my brain so I just want to say, I appreciate you all so very much. I am so glad to have such a wonderful flist, and made such amazing friends through it. You mean a lot more to me than I can say most of the time, so. I am incredibly lucky.

Please know that if you wish to unfriend me, I would never hold it against you. If you’re a lurker, that’s fine! If I ever slighted you, don’t be afraid to tell me, if you want me to apologise. And if someday you need me, or you want to talk to me outside of LJ, or you want to flail at me or send me a bit of fic you want my opinion on or you need cheering up or you want to yell at me, my email is ellievolia at gmail. I welcome any and all emails, just so you know.

So, there. Just wanted to say this. ♥.

Not posted in a week - life has been busy.

One, I want to say I LOVED that episode of 5-0, it was just absolutely beautiful and although I guess we're not going to see much post-events reactions which is something I'd like to see, the episode itself made my heart shake really hard. A coda related to the episode that made my heart shake again, is this one, Hold on to your heart (is this all you've got to break my fall) by my darling theellibu. It's beautiful and poignant.

Went to the Stories Before Bedtime reading yesterday, and all I can say really is that Tom Hiddleston is such a presence, so charismatic, an incredible actor. I was enthralled from the moment he got on stage - I've read around that there would be a podcast, and I'd advise anyone to listen to it if it does come out. He took on an American deep south accent that (to me) was flawless, made the most amazing faces and voices, and captured the attention of the audience in an incredible way.
Also, look how gorgeous he looked:

After the show, did the stage door thing, but so did the rest of the theatre, and I didn't get my Thor DVD signed. Rather not than try harder and get trampled, though. It's just not my thing, not really.

Anyway, that is all. I am sorry my life isn't exactly stellar exciting at the moment. I haven't written a word this week, although sirona_gs and I are discussing possibilities. I am tired as hell but I'll get over it - just getting used to being at work again. The rhythm in this new agency is crazy, and I need to get into it.

I don't think I've missed much in fandom terms but if I have, let me know? (still haven't seen the Bourne trailer, by the way. This makes me sad.)

GO FORTH AND PLAY!

( Spoilers for 2.03; talk about a possibly triggering topic )

That was my little thoughts.

There are parts of fandom I really don't understand. Oh, well.

Recs! Both codas for 2.01 so if you haven't seen it, wait before reading these. They're wonderful though, so do read them!

to hold on to by elandrialore. If you don't read everything she writes already you're missing out on pretty perfect fic. This one, though ♥.

and

half full by thegrrrl2002. It brought me to tears by being so right.

I wish I had that kind of talent, you guys. Go read!

( Some ramble about writing and all. Also, a picture as your reward. )

So, so, so. So not only it is H50 day (well to be fair, for us it'll be tomorrow but still, you know),but also yesterday was Emmy day and well, HELLO MISTER CAAN.





How pretty is he. How pretty are they? vdfklvsfj.

Also, I have learned that Peter Dinklage won and I never thought he would, heeeeeeee SO HAPPY. But most importantly, the first thing I saw when I woke up, from gossy16, is that Kyle Chandler and Jason Katims won their Emmy's, and I am just. I am floored, and happy, and my heart is bursting and seriously, I read her entry and almost started crying, just, OH, SHOW, SHOW, they deserved it so much, and I am so, so pleased. So pleased!



In non-Emmy's related news, let's get excited!

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Also, I keep on seeing posts about how people are writing their h50_exchange fic and heee, makes me happy! Mine is finished, just needs to be beta'ed, and I quiiiiiite like it.

AAAAALLLLLL THE EXCITEMENT, VFJKLVGFKJ!

Woke up at 4 in the morning to watch the live stream of SOTB. Do not regret it! Hardcore fangirling happened, all the while on Skype with gunslingaaahhh and that was absolutely lovely!

THE PICTURES. AAAAAAAAALLLLL THE PICTURES. ( Let's have my favourites. )

There are so many more, but you know. Favourites. Now the wait for the premiere (that we can all see tyvm ;D) feels like forever...Really, really want to do my best to go there next year, seriously. LET'S ALL GET TOGETHER IN HAWAII.

Actually...

( Season 2 spoilers (for real) )