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Oct. 24th, 2011 03:11 pmI'm sick sick sick. I've been feeling miserable all weekend but today is even worse, sigh. I feel on the verge of passing out at my desk, just great, woo.
So, instead of working, I'm talking about porn with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
tailoredshirt and looking at this picture a lot:
...Yeah. I call it ~research.
So, instead of working, I'm talking about porn with
tailoredshirt and looking at this picture a lot: ...Yeah. I call it ~research.
I, what? No words.
Oct. 12th, 2011 09:39 am
SOMEONE EXPLAINS THIS TO ME. or, you know, just write me fics about it.
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What about you write me all the ficlets about Danny saying this to Steve, huh?
hang loose
Oct. 3rd, 2011 10:42 amBig weekend. Managed a series of good and bad things, but in the end, it was rather enjoyable! I do not deal well with this heat, though, let me tell you.
( Writing things )
And that is it. I have not started a new fic yet, still enjoying the easy work with awesome writing partners for now, we'll see when I feel the pull for more.
For now, I am doing like Scotty Caan, I am hanging loose, brah.
( Writing things )
And that is it. I have not started a new fic yet, still enjoying the easy work with awesome writing partners for now, we'll see when I feel the pull for more.
For now, I am doing like Scotty Caan, I am hanging loose, brah.
rambly messy post of happy
Sep. 19th, 2011 06:55 amSo, so, so. So not only it is H50 day (well to be fair, for us it'll be tomorrow but still, you know),but also yesterday was Emmy day and well, HELLO MISTER CAAN.
How pretty is he. How pretty are they? vdfklvsfj.
Also, I have learned that Peter Dinklage won and I never thought he would, heeeeeeee SO HAPPY. But most importantly, the first thing I saw when I woke up, fromgossy16, is that Kyle Chandler and Jason Katims won their Emmy's, and I am just. I am floored, and happy, and my heart is bursting and seriously, I read her entry and almost started crying, just, OH, SHOW, SHOW, they deserved it so much, and I am so, so pleased. So pleased!
In non-Emmy's related news, let's get excited!
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h50_holidayswap h50_holidayswap h50_holidayswap
Also, I keep on seeing posts about how people are writing theirh50_exchange fic and heee, makes me happy! Mine is finished, just needs to be beta'ed, and I quiiiiiite like it.
AAAAALLLLLL THE EXCITEMENT, VFJKLVGFKJ!
How pretty is he. How pretty are they? vdfklvsfj.
Also, I have learned that Peter Dinklage won and I never thought he would, heeeeeeee SO HAPPY. But most importantly, the first thing I saw when I woke up, from
gossy16, is that Kyle Chandler and Jason Katims won their Emmy's, and I am just. I am floored, and happy, and my heart is bursting and seriously, I read her entry and almost started crying, just, OH, SHOW, SHOW, they deserved it so much, and I am so, so pleased. So pleased!In non-Emmy's related news, let's get excited!
h50_holidayswap h50_holidayswap h50_holidayswapAlso, I keep on seeing posts about how people are writing their
h50_exchange fic and heee, makes me happy! Mine is finished, just needs to be beta'ed, and I quiiiiiite like it. AAAAALLLLLL THE EXCITEMENT, VFJKLVGFKJ!
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Sep. 15th, 2011 07:24 pm
But how? How so pretty? How do you do these things to me? Sigh.
you don't understand
Sep. 12th, 2011 11:42 amHow amazing is this picture?
(theellibu found it because she's awesome. It's doing wonders to calm me down after a slightly tragic early morning)
I want it like, blown up and framed for my bedroom.
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theellibu found it because she's awesome. It's doing wonders to calm me down after a slightly tragic early morning) I want it like, blown up and framed for my bedroom.
I want to use this picture as my new header so, so much. But the watermark make it undoable, and I can't find it unmarked, and I don't have the skills (nor the time) to try and erase the watermark, and just, fail /o\. I want it so much.
( More pictures and you want to see them. )
this is all over the place
Sep. 5th, 2011 09:35 amAm sick. Like, weird sick where I feel light-headed and crampy but not bad enough to stay home, so I went to work anyway, wondering what kind of meds I can buy from the Boots across the street to hopefully make me feel better. Am a bit hot and cold and exhausted but hey, I have work to do, I should focus on that.
If you have anything up your sleeve to make me feel better, though, fire away. You can call it an official cheer-up post or something!
Something that cheered me up - I saw this onleupagus's lj and I've never seen this picture before and I disagree with every person commenting on her post saying he's too hairy and douchey, I'd do him SO HARD, I know it's douchey but oh, wow, I don't give a fuck by that point.
Watched Harry's Arctic Heroes yesterday, and it moved me to the brink of tears. I am fascinated and so inspired by stories of injured soldiers finding a new meaning to their life, refusing to fall into darkness. One of them had his back broken during an attack in Afghanistan, doctors didn't think he'd be able to walk again, and yet he did. And then he trekked through the Arctic to reach the North Pole. And guess what? His name is Steve.
I got way involved in the show (you can asktheellibu and stjarna1984), and sat, awed, by these men and how brave they were. It's incredible, and it gave me, I believe, this push I needed for my Steve-has-a-spinal-cord-injury fic, to go on with it and write it as I want it to be written. It might take me a long time, but I really want to write that story.
If you have anything up your sleeve to make me feel better, though, fire away. You can call it an official cheer-up post or something!
Something that cheered me up - I saw this on
leupagus's lj and I've never seen this picture before and I disagree with every person commenting on her post saying he's too hairy and douchey, I'd do him SO HARD, I know it's douchey but oh, wow, I don't give a fuck by that point. 
Watched Harry's Arctic Heroes yesterday, and it moved me to the brink of tears. I am fascinated and so inspired by stories of injured soldiers finding a new meaning to their life, refusing to fall into darkness. One of them had his back broken during an attack in Afghanistan, doctors didn't think he'd be able to walk again, and yet he did. And then he trekked through the Arctic to reach the North Pole. And guess what? His name is Steve.
I got way involved in the show (you can ask
theellibu and stjarna1984), and sat, awed, by these men and how brave they were. It's incredible, and it gave me, I believe, this push I needed for my Steve-has-a-spinal-cord-injury fic, to go on with it and write it as I want it to be written. It might take me a long time, but I really want to write that story.in which i boringly reflect.
Sep. 3rd, 2011 07:49 pmSometimes, I wish I had the money and the time to just, go away, give myself memories for a lifetime. I wish I could just quit my job, pack a bag, go travelling. We're watching a documentary about migrations, and I see the American West and I felt this jolt in my spine, the desire to, for once, be somewhere where there is nothing but nature around me. I've always been a city girl, and I feel more comfortable in cities - I don't drive, and I like having the possibility of going around the corner to buy some milk at 10pm if I want to.
But I see this on my tv, and I wish I could do it. Go away for a couple of months, take in something completely different, open my eyes to nature that I actually never really see, not truly. I want to walk around and have nothing, no houses, no electric lines, no phone signal, just. I want to sit somewhere beautiful and listen, hear birds and water and wind in leaves, forget about the sounds of the city.
It's not something I want for the rest of my life, but sometimes, sometimes it's something I desperately want, if only for a little time. I've never lived that way, and I wonder how I'd feel about it. Just thinking about it is a little overwhelming in how different it is.
All of this might be overlooked, but anyway, hey, look, it's Scotty Caan being mindblowingly gorgeous:
(Muaythai Premiere League on September 2, 2011 in Long Beach, California.)
But I see this on my tv, and I wish I could do it. Go away for a couple of months, take in something completely different, open my eyes to nature that I actually never really see, not truly. I want to walk around and have nothing, no houses, no electric lines, no phone signal, just. I want to sit somewhere beautiful and listen, hear birds and water and wind in leaves, forget about the sounds of the city.
It's not something I want for the rest of my life, but sometimes, sometimes it's something I desperately want, if only for a little time. I've never lived that way, and I wonder how I'd feel about it. Just thinking about it is a little overwhelming in how different it is.
All of this might be overlooked, but anyway, hey, look, it's Scotty Caan being mindblowingly gorgeous:
(Muaythai Premiere League on September 2, 2011 in Long Beach, California.)
Oh, you guys, I just. crossmymind sent these over to me, because SHE IS AMAZING, LET IT BE NOTED (thank you so much!), and I have never seen these pictures before and this is making me HAPPY. And she told me I could share, so I am sharing, because who would I be not to share wet!almost naked!Scotty Caan. I'd be a very horrible person, that's who I'd be.
These pictures are from 2007, and look at him, being a goof in the south of France! WHY DID I LIVE IN THE NORTHEAST FOR MOST OF MY LIFE, NO CELEBRITY I LOVE COME IN THE NORTHEAST OF FRANCE, EVEN LESS HALF NAKED. SIGH. (at least in London I get the celebrity part.)
Seriously, my flist, I love you all so much, do know it.
crossmymind sent these over to me, because SHE IS AMAZING, LET IT BE NOTED (thank you so much!), and I have never seen these pictures before and this is making me HAPPY. And she told me I could share, so I am sharing, because who would I be not to share wet!almost naked!Scotty Caan. I'd be a very horrible person, that's who I'd be. These pictures are from 2007, and look at him, being a goof in the south of France! WHY DID I LIVE IN THE NORTHEAST FOR MOST OF MY LIFE, NO CELEBRITY I LOVE COME IN THE NORTHEAST OF FRANCE, EVEN LESS HALF NAKED. SIGH. (at least in London I get the celebrity part.)
Seriously, my flist, I love you all so much, do know it.
Okay, so, a meme or two:
Pick one of my fics, and I'll give you three details that didn't make it into the fic. Background canon, deleted scenes, or a look into the future. My choice, but if you have a specific question you can ask it in your request.
Everyone has things they write about. Everyone has things they don't write about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I haven't written about that you'd like to see me write.
Writing writing writing. Adult!Grace/Steve is over 12k now. I have thoughts about going back to my Terminator fusion (I blame seeing Anton Yelchin in Fright Night yesterday), and I've got my Zombiebang to focus on as well. I'm still not 1k into it and I guess I should give it more of a go before we get to the deadline...Got a month to go, should be doable. It's just hard to think about anything else but this Grace/Steve...
For your time:
Pick one of my fics, and I'll give you three details that didn't make it into the fic. Background canon, deleted scenes, or a look into the future. My choice, but if you have a specific question you can ask it in your request.
Everyone has things they write about. Everyone has things they don't write about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I haven't written about that you'd like to see me write.
Writing writing writing. Adult!Grace/Steve is over 12k now. I have thoughts about going back to my Terminator fusion (I blame seeing Anton Yelchin in Fright Night yesterday), and I've got my Zombiebang to focus on as well. I'm still not 1k into it and I guess I should give it more of a go before we get to the deadline...Got a month to go, should be doable. It's just hard to think about anything else but this Grace/Steve...
For your time:
Happy birthday somehowunbroken!!!!! Heeeeeeeeeep!
My small offering (I'd have a fic if I didn't suck):
I am in such lust with his hipbones, it's probably not very healthy. EVERYBODY, ENJOY THE SCOTTY.
somehowunbroken!!!!! Heeeeeeeeeep!My small offering (I'd have a fic if I didn't suck):
I am in such lust with his hipbones, it's probably not very healthy. EVERYBODY, ENJOY THE SCOTTY.
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Jul. 25th, 2011 09:01 pmEntourage, Entourage! I never thought I'd love this show, but I do! Admittedly Scotty Caan has a lot to do with it. He gets the best lines in this show, I swear. His FACES are just impeccable. Best line? To 3 ladies: 'Did you ladies come together tonight? Do you want to?'
GIGGLE GIGGLE DOUCHEY SEX ADDICT.
Have a gif.
GIGGLE GIGGLE DOUCHEY SEX ADDICT.
Have a gif.
Scotty went out last night!
Jul. 8th, 2011 09:51 amI hate his shirt, but I love his little face.
(two more here, source AOLRocks)
I don't have anything witty to say, to be honest. I want to read Scott and Alex' reunion for the start of S2 filming. I'm absolutely shattered and a little worried about things and I really want to bury myself in the Bakery!AU but I don't know ifsirona_gs is around today.
Basically, I need some comfort. Anyone can give me some comfort?
(two more here, source AOLRocks)
I don't have anything witty to say, to be honest. I want to read Scott and Alex' reunion for the start of S2 filming. I'm absolutely shattered and a little worried about things and I really want to bury myself in the Bakery!AU but I don't know if
sirona_gs is around today. Basically, I need some comfort. Anyone can give me some comfort?
Still want a fic with Danny skating and Steve being super impressed and all that. I mean, seriously. Mentions of the hat would be a bonus. Also, sleeveless shirt.
I feel like today is going to a terribly long day but at least there is this.
Raise your glass
Jun. 27th, 2011 01:29 pmand_ed is doing a 'Fifty things about 5-0' and I was happily reading (perving over) it during my lunch break when this happened: 
And I'm like HOW COME HAVE I NEVER SEEN THIS PICTURE BEFORE, IT IS GLEEFUL AND AMAZING. I MEAN LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FAAAAACE. HE LOOKS SO VERY HAPPY (and let's be honest it's not a common occurrence when talking about Scott Caan) AND HE'S GOT A HUGE ASS CAKE AND HIS SHIRT IS UNBUTTONED FROM THE BOTTOM AND THERE'S TUMMY SHOWING AND OH I AM ONE HAPPY FANGIRL.
Apparently it was taken around the Golden Globe noms or something. I don't know, I just have never seen it before and it makes mke SO. HAPPY. So there.
(eta: in other, sort of related news, I am a few words away from the ending of boxer!Danny. Yes yes I am. It'll be a little bit over 53K apparently.
eta2: actually scratch that. It's finished. Complete! 53,270 words. I, um. No words. Slight empty feeling, not gonna lie.)
