delicatale

So the new challenge on h50_flashfic is giving me the best excuse to dig into another one of my Danny-as-a-boxer bunnies. Now, it'd be AU (obviously) and it would allow me to indulge in my desire to write them in New Jersey and to write Danny sort of trapped in the middle of his Mafiosi family (what, it's my personal canon that some of the members of his family as less than straight arrows and it kinda pushed him into being a cop). And I have a feeling I'd love to write it, and I want to, but you have no idea how terrified I am about it, too.

I don't know, you guys. I know I should listen to my Muse and the Hell with it and write what I want to write, right? I know that. Plus it's obvious that Danny-as-a-boxer has its charms, seeing that we got more than a hundred comments on Fighting Chance, although I believe sirona_gs's participation with that one helped a lot, too (by all means, I'm still completely floored when I think about all the feedback we've had on this story, it's just amazing and it makes my heart swell so big I feel like I'm going to choke). But then again Fighting Chance wasn't really AU, it was just a backstory.

So, yeah, I don't know. Blah blah blah insecurities blah. Feel free to tell me I'm an asshole, btw, I'm okay with that, I know. By all means I'll probably end up writing it and fuck the consequences? It's usually the way it goes. Because I am weak in the face of Steve and Danny. And in the face of Danny-as-a-boxer. For those who need the reminder: this picture, and this picture and this picture.

In other news, I am a sheep so got myself the new Gaga album. I am mostly disappointed as of now. I know so many people compare Gaga to marmite - it's either you hate her or you love her, but I'm as indifferent about Gaga as I hate Marmite (seriously, UK, why do you even, I don't understand). I like the music enough. The thing is I usually start not liking the songs at all when they first come out, and then they grow on me. Gaga as a person I absolutely do not care about. But you know, I thought why not, bought the album on iTunes this morning. Mostly disappointed as it is. Some really good songs (Scheiße, Hair, The Edge of Glory) and songs I think I will skip forever (Electric Chapel, Heavy Metal Lover). In the middle, songs that I am *shruggity shrug* about. maybe it'll grow on me, but I doubt I will listen to it as much as I have listened to The Fame Monster.

OKAY, I AM DONE BEING SNOBBISH ABOUT MUSIC. LET ME BE EXCITED ABOUT SOMETHING THAT IS LESS-THAN-COOL AND I DON'T GIVE A SHIT: Hanson's 5 of 5 in London is in 2 weeks vfhvsfbvhsjlrgyweruoggbfhdvjl I AM SO EXCITED YOU HAVE NO IDEA. I am going mostly on my own and I don't even give a single fuck, I am so happy to see them do this here.

*composes self and goes back to work* talking about work, Hot M must know that I am very hormonal and in the 'I could jump anyone right now' phase of my cycle because he is prancing around the office wearing a plaid outershirt with a clingy white t-shirt underneath. He wants me to stroke out, clearly.

( Mind. Broken. )

Other than that, if you follow leupagus and have been scarred by her sharing of the movie I innocently talked about in comment yesterday, well...I AM SORRY OK. FEEL MY PAIN.