delicatale

Am in an absolute tizzy. Just had a meeting with one of my colleagues, and it seems I'll soon be the only one left without a new job and/or a plan to go on. There is almost no work left at my current company, and I know that my boss will not make me redundant if he can't help it, but being a burden on him is just something I cannot fathom. I have applied to jobs right left and center, with limited success, and I've contacted recruiters I've been working with before. I can't go on sitting on my arse, even if this whole thing is frustrating and scary and tiring.

If I don't find a job soon, and I lose this one because there is no more work to do, I won't be able to support myself. I can't ask my parents for money, and the job agency here probably won't give me enough per month to allow me to pay the rent and bills. I have no choice.

My hands have been shaking for the past hour. I have a month to find a job. I can do this.