*sigh* I know exactly what you mean. And H50 used to be such a happy, friendly little fandom and now it's all broken and makes me feel bad :(
Like you, I tend to only be really bought in to one show at a time, and currently, whether I like it or not, that's H50 (and certainly all I want to/can write right now is H50). There are several other shows I love and watch avidly (Supernatural, Person Of Interest, The Mentalist, NCIS, Dr Who and Merlin all spring to mind), but H50 is the only one I'm truly 'fannish' about right now. Sadly I can't just decide to become fannish about something, it has to grab me and make me obsessed, I don't get to choose.
I'm sure that the H50 fandom isn't a healthy place for me to be mentally right now, but I can't seem to walk away from it. It's kind if like when you have an ulcer on your tongue and you know it's going to hurt if you shove it against your teeth, but you can't help but keep on doing it (or is that just me??).
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Date: 2011-11-07 11:45 am (UTC)*sigh* I know exactly what you mean. And H50 used to be such a happy, friendly little fandom and now it's all broken and makes me feel bad :(
Like you, I tend to only be really bought in to one show at a time, and currently, whether I like it or not, that's H50 (and certainly all I want to/can write right now is H50). There are several other shows I love and watch avidly (Supernatural, Person Of Interest, The Mentalist, NCIS, Dr Who and Merlin all spring to mind), but H50 is the only one I'm truly 'fannish' about right now. Sadly I can't just decide to become fannish about something, it has to grab me and make me obsessed, I don't get to choose.
I'm sure that the H50 fandom isn't a healthy place for me to be mentally right now, but I can't seem to walk away from it. It's kind if like when you have an ulcer on your tongue and you know it's going to hurt if you shove it against your teeth, but you can't help but keep on doing it (or is that just me??).