This is not funny. (spoilers for the H50 finale)

[delicatale]

So my Muse has decided to give me my first bunny, post H50 finale. And I hate it because just thinking about it BREAKS MY FUCKING HEART. Because Danny goes back to New Jersey and doesn't help Chin clear Steve's name and the guilt is eating at him, okay, but he's got a family. So when Steve's name is cleared and Kono calls Danny and tells him to come back, if only for a few days, they're having a big party and Steve would like him to be there, Danny goes. And Chin is angry at him but Steve? Steve is just heartbroken. Steve hurts just looking at Danny and thinking about him back in New Jersey as if nothing ever happened between them and as if Danny doesn't know that Steve was counting on him, that Steve loves him, because fuck, he does, he really does.
And there are fights and angry, desperate sex and Danny's feeling so torn up about everything in his life because nothing is right and just.

My Muse. It's a douchewad.

Comments

[azziria.livejournal.com]

Well, I'd read it :)

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

That's good to know! I really am not sure it'll ever happen though :').

[somehowunbroken]

ASLDKGJAHGAJADKSJG OWWWWW MY HEART.

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

IT'S HURTING ME SO MUCH. ESPECIALLY SINCE I DON'T HAVE A HAPPY ENDING FOR IT.

[clau-mol.livejournal.com]

I'll read it too even if it breaks my heart!

don't mess with the muse =D

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

I have no idea if I'd manage to write it without going all depressed!

Still a douchewad, though. I do love it most of the time.

[holsbells99.livejournal.com]

I'd read it too even if just thinking about it makes me cry. Danny how could you? Poor Steve. *Sobs*

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

Sometimes responsibilities and family and Things You Have To Do take over the Things You Want...

Don't worry, Danno's torn up about it too.

[theellibu.livejournal.com]

Wriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiite it. I will poke you until you do. Actually poke you since you're in the same room as me ^^

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

Sigh, I am so put upon in the Fort.

[gehirnstuerm.livejournal.com]

D:

Please write it. I will read it, even if it breaks my heart in tiny little pieces. I'd prefer a happy...ish ending, though ;)

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

We're working on it! And seeing how allergic I am to sad endings, yeah.

[gossy16.livejournal.com]

You know, this whole episode (season really) had a quite strong 'OH MCGARRET SO RIGHTEOUS AND INNOCENT AND BLAMELESS' that I wonder if Danny patching up his family was supposed to add to that. I mean, they fucking eat/ate eggs together in the morning, which Danny made. But that's all off the table now, isn't it? POOR MCGARRETT OMG I HOPE HE'S OKAY AFHASLKJ;K'L!!1! (wink wink, nudge nudge)

I mean, I'm probably reading too much into it.

My muse chooses to troll me with thoughts of Steve/Kono prison sex, so idek what's worse. lol.

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

Well the whole undercurrent was definitely family. So in that respect I guess it makes sense. But I have a number of issues with it, that have nothing to do with whom I ship...
The egg thing, no, it made my mind reel sfm. S.F.M.

Ah! That's hot, let's be honest.

[imaginarycircus.livejournal.com]

I would read it. And it's better than my wish to see someone (not me) write H5O/Iron Chef crossover in which Steve and Danny are forced by Wo Fat/The Chairman to cook for their lives and Steve makes weapons out of food.

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

Well it's being written ^^.

Ahahahah not in the US, so never seen the Iron Chef with Marc Dacascos!

[iam-space.livejournal.com]

OMG THAT WOULD BE EPIC.
"Today's secret ingredient is: RHUBARB!"
And Steve makes sharpened stakes out of the stalks while Danny makes the leaves into toxic soup.
I'd read that. ;)

[jazzybabe56.livejournal.com]

ever been on the edge of tears - but they just don't spill because you aren't quite there or think its dumb to feel that way over a make believe character on a weekly Tv fantasy cop show?

that's how I have been feeling about Steve ever since the scene in HPD when he was being processed and Kona saw him and their eyes met?

Alex you killed me last night....

damn!

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

I cried. Yep. Not even ashamed.

[alamo-girl80.livejournal.com]

Well hell, that breaks my heart just reading this idea!

God. This ep. It's killing me and my muse with daggers and Steve's fucking eyes!

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

As it's being written, it might break you heart but fix you afterwards?

There are just too many unanswered things! It's making my head spin.

[megaranight.livejournal.com]

Please write it! I'd love to read it!

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

It's in the works!

[missimae2u.livejournal.com]

but really it wouldn't have to be sad rachel would see danny's luv for steve and really they both know how bad they are for each other and they are now getting along better not being married and well there would be plotting between her and well kono (who was on the phone with grace one day-cuz of course grace misses kono and their surf lessons and whatnot- and somehow her and rachel started talking and kono spilled how miserable steve is) rachel isn't dumb she sees how it's all affecting danny and hearing that about steve she puts it together and works it out so that danny can somehow have his cake and eat it to....she's willing to go back to hawaii for danny and grace to be back there with the peeps they grew to love and they are all one big messed up family with kono and chin as the great aunt and uncle and well it takes a village(island) to raise a child.....

wow....um....ignore all that rambling while i just say i will read that and hope it gets written.....lolz

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

it's being written! not to worry!

[gunslingaaahhh.livejournal.com]

my heart is breaking right along with yours, boo.

i will read this. give us the words and we'll read them.

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

somehowunbroken and I are working on it, right now =D.

[notfoundyet.livejournal.com]

I'm just going to huddle in a corner and watching happy making stuff until I can read this fic, okay?
I'll be waiting with tea and biscuits :)

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

Oooooooh ♥.